God, we know you’ve tugged on our hearts for years. That your door has always been open but we’ve hesitated in stepping through. We’ve reserved parts of our heart for ourselves not giving you full reign. And now, we are on a crazy journey and we are trying to let you lead. Sometimes it can feel discouraging and scary to abandon everything. I know this is only our human response…we can only comprehend what we know and what we can see. You are teaching us trust. We are learning to trust you little by little, and each time that we do, I feel peace.